This is great because the type of arthritis that I was originally diagnosed with is way worse. With that being said, I do not have ankylosing spondylitis, I have polyarticular inflammatory arthritis. It’s apparently a form of rheumatism. So this is good, I think?
Has no clue what any of that is or means!!! But it is great news. Yeah Doctors for messing up.
So…my sister got drunk. So that normally means she got some shit on her chest she’s trying to get out. Since I’m spending thanksgiving at home and everyone’s fucking psychologist, she knows this, thus starts talking to me. I start drinking so I don’t have to deal with the same bullshit, drunk bitching that I hear every fucking time I come home. I know what its like living with a no nonsense mother that honestly believes that she is never wrong. Even if you tell her the simple rules of gravity, what goes up must come down. She will tell you that gravity is a lie and fight with you, that’s she’s right until the day she dies.
Anyway, my sister and I start drinking, I’m cool and tipsey, she is an emotional wrecking shit storm of death. So I drink more. she’s pissed that she is not in her own house cooking thanksgiving but instead here, helping mom cook dinner. She’s pissed cause she lost her house, which was possibly her fault. Who knows which story is real, to many versions to care. The fact of the matter is, she’s at home with her 8 year old girl and with a hard ass of a mom. While I recently moved out cause I know living with my mother is basically hell. Moms heart is in the right place like a parents heart normally is. Shes just a schizophrenic worry wort. Honestly shit could have been a lot worst for this girl to be moved back home.
What pissed me off, ( If you can’t tell by my Facebook status.) Is that I love my sister, but shes lacks ambition and drive. She can’t see into a future she wants and have the balls to grab it or at lest try to. So I try to console her, cause she’s crying and at that point we are both outside freezing our assess off cause we’re outside smoking. I tell her we are all in this game of life together and we have each other. This bitch had the nerve to say that, I wasnt shit and I’ll be alone forever, and so what I went to school and now in grad school, I think Mr big shot but still single and jobless, I’ll always be a loser and blah blah blah. That fucking bitch don’t even have a high school diploma yet. Shes in her 20s, late 20s.
FUCK ME FOR TRYING TO HELP YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF AND TRYING TO HELP YOU GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER, EVEN THOUGH YOU FUCK UP DAMN NEAR EVERYTHING YOU (sister) TOUCHES. I THOUGHT WE WERE FAMILY.
So sick of wasting my heart on people that don’t take the advice, because that person is going to do what he/she wants to anyway. I have been doing that shit my entire life and I’m so over it. I’m sick of fucks thinking I’m just some push over cause I treat people with respect. Fuck all of you dill wholes that only wanted to use me and then shit on me, like I’m some fucking disposable diaper. I’m doing me the best I can while supporting a family without a role model like a fucking boss. Yall services are no longer required. Thank you and have a nice day. Cunt. #Fuckyou #venting
Uhg Just finish the most difficult paper I have ever written in my life I think. I feel like I accomplished something, since my quiz website was such a fail. Now two more things and I’m done. #Lookingup